In one week...
- I will get to see family and friends
- I will probably feel clean for the first time in a year
- A little more variety and tastiness will be added to my diet
- I will be able to sleep in past six without having kids outside doing chores or knocking on my door.
- I will experience air conditioning
- I will drive again (maybe-yikes)
- I will have many things right at my fingertips
but I have a feeling I would give it all up again...
- to be able to give the kids here another hug
- to sit and talk with them about life
- to have them up to my apartment to bake and dance and be a little crazy
- to read with them
- to comfort them
- to teach and tutor them
- to experience with the kids everything that life brings their way
I don't know what my next step in life is, I haven't felt ready to fully commit to anything in particular long term. I do know that a big chunk of my heart, thoughts, and prayers will be back here with the kids, and right now I'm not exactly sure when I will next see them, but I'm glad God is here and with them when I am not and he is infinitely more capable than I am.
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